Thursday, February 17, 2011

C.O.M.P.L.I.C.A.T.E.D


Colours represent different moods and meanings.
I used to have a perception that colours make my life up.
Colorful things always made me happy and cheered me up.

There are too much of unexpected things happened in my life recently.
All I could think of is BLACK and WHITE.
Colours do not make me happy anymore but it makes me feel complicated.
Just like human beings.
There are multiple organs in our body and that's how the human beings behave as.
They are complicated.

I once thought of having a life with no troubles.
JUST A SIMPLE LIFE!
A friend gave me a nickname as SWEET POTATO (fan shu 番薯).
It sounds silly I know but it was given out of the blue.
Few days ago, he kept mentioning about having a sweet potato's life.
I said I want a life like this and he was surprised.
Why??
The answer is simple.
I want a life like sweet potato so that I dun need to think of any problems and my life won't be so complicated.

My heart broke for the 2nd time.
It's not love as the cause.
But how close a relationship of a person that could be the cause.
I get worried that situations might get worse.

Too much of worries make me feel like crying out.

I can't think of other small petty stuff.
All I should think of is the solutions.
Time does not wait.

Don't put off what you can do today.

1 comment:

ElEvEn 11 said...

JO,
当你很不知所错的时候,你会荒,为什么是你。但是我相信老天都会把问题给有能力跨越的人。过程会很辛苦,但是雨后终会有晴天。灰色的天空不会永远存在,因为当天空在经历过最黑暗的时候,我们会会迎接黎明的到来。

曙光终会来,时间的问题而已。

把心里的撕裂的感觉,呐喊,痛哭,过了
人生不过是如此... ...

我们在你旁边,彷徨时,往左右看看... ...

-doreamon-