A GREAT Week!!!:)))))))

There's a new member in my family!!!:)
I have a new born baby cousin!!!!
But sadly I haven't got his pic yet but mum told me that he's so chubby....
I can't wait to see him..hehe

Made some new friends..the JAPANESE!
They are cool & friendly!!! :)
They are here on a volunteer project for the kids at isolated place in Sabah.
It's called the Borneo project.
I miss the feelings of being a volunteer when I was involved in a charity event for the special kids.
Patience is very important to communicate with them and I did have a great time with them!
Actually I'm waiting anxiously to be involved in the project in either August or Sept..
We did exchange some ideas with each other during the conference with the Japanese and I was acknowledge that Waseda University is the biggest uni in Japan.Cool mann!!!
And my uni is the most beautiful campus in M'sia!!!!
*proud to the max*
That's what I told one of them that my campus is the most beautiful uni!!!!!!
haha.....

Thanks for sparing yr time talking to me today.
And thanks for the gift before putting down the phone..haha..
I was like....em...what did you wana say cuz you kinda gave me a shock..heh....
Anyway will be back soon for Tequila...
I'm thinking of doing my very own tequila shot over here...@ home
*in Sabah of course*
I know to make my own tequila....it's easy as 123...haha...
And OF COURSE I CAN GET THE ALCOHOL,SALT,LEMON..BLAH BLAH BLAH...AND THE CUPS OVER HERE!!!haha.......

I love my week but not the feelings being sick.......
Keep stuffing myself with loads of food which will make my sickness gets worse!!!

the Valentine's day~

This year's valentine's is something funny for me.

My superb dearest one and I kicked off the day with a funny conversation in the morning right after we woke up.
It's a nice beginning of the day though.

However,there's a human being spoil my day with a stupid yet idiot call to me.
Who do you think you are?!
*F*CK OFF*
But that's the 'surprise' of the day for me .
I should thank him for doing that because I've got a decision..hehe...

Of course I wouldn't let the situation 'stayed' till the whole day.
I've got to fix it !
It's a secret~
With someone....
Thanks for the day and you're such a sweet and funny guy!

xoxo,
:)

A cozy raining night with a cup of coffee is the perfection for two.

It would be the best moment for us.

Tequila shot is the better choice...
As the moment goes by,
the tipsy~ness begins~
and there'll be no limitation for the fun to
go on~
Secrets reveal......

Macho & sexay,
the combination!

Looking forward the night with you~

The dream~

I used to have nightmare every night but now I just can't figure out the reasons for me to have sweet dreams almost every night .
The ending of every dream makes me smile and let me feel so much better with my life.

When I was talking on the phone with my superb dearest one last night about the dreams ,I just felt happy about it and my mood is getting better day by day.
But I've never thought that the one I kept so much revenge against is the one who makes me smile in the end.
The one who hurt me the most let me understand how my life should be and not by keep putting hopes on the one I still have feelings for.
He lets me understand that I should go on with my life with my own way and enjoy it!

I know he kept searching for me last month and it's really beyond my expectation.
Frankly speaking,I'm glad that he leads a happy life now with his love one.

Now I realised the one who hurts me the most is the one I loved the most.
My judgment all this while is a mistake.
Never ever judge a book by its cover.
*due to recent unexpected incidents*

BTW,I'M GONNA 'KIDNAP' SOMEONE TO GO FOR A HOLIDAY TOGETHER!!!
CAN'T WAIT FOR IT!

My 'SAYANG' one~

I'm busying with my stuffs since the day I came back after Chinese New Year and everything's driving me crazy!!!!

But one thing,I never miss to call lil' Josh daily!
And more than once a day!!!!

*That's why my phone bill is increasing drastically*

His cheering expression the day I left!
We never missed cam-whore for once..haha
the siblings' ~

I think I'm on the phone every night with my SUPERB DEAREST one!!!
We're CRAZY!!!!
Talk for hours and hours and sometimes exceeded our bedtime!!!
Because we miss each other so much~

Will be leaving Kota Kinabalu for few days on the 28th .
It's gonna be a new experience for me to stay overnight at a new place.
I really can't wait for it but I'm kinda scared of those superstitious legendaryT_T

Thank you for the call about asking me don't drink so much liquor.
It's totally out of my expectation that my post attracted you to read or maybe scanned through.But I never thought that you would call and say that.
Thanks anyway!
*you know who you are*

Just realised that there's someone outside who's so busybody left a nonsense msg on my chatbox.
Shooooo~~~~~

~Feelings~

She loves drinking...
everything that contains alcohol is a
YES to her.

Time passes by,
many things' changed.
Her attitude,
her lifestyle,
her cup of tea in her favorite thing,
the one she used to care and love.

Her mistakes in her past started to refresh her memory
again and again,
uncountable.

She misses the ones ,
the ones she has lost forever
and ever,
no turning back.

Liquor and beer,
her favorite in the past.

Cocktails,
her current favorite.
Liqour makes her thinks of her past;
Beer as a weapon for her to release anger and stress!

Colourful is the top choice of hers,
colours make things complicated.
She prefers black & white.
As someone used to tell her,
black & white make things simpler.

Tears' been rolling down her cheek
recently,
how heartbroken she is,
can never be compared to how much
she has lost the ones
forever and
how much the one's hurt her!

She hates herself for breaking the promises that
she's made few years back.

You're not alone!

I post this pic on his request because he's shy to be alone in the previous post.

Sometimes my emotion leads me to irrational act.
I shall stop being like this and go on with my life happily ever after..
I'm sorry for offencing those who are related....

My mood is not in a 'good condition' but someone cheered me up when I was talking on the phone.
He's crazier than me!!!

Helo,Jaiio!!!
Don't always promote your hometown ,ok????
There are nice horse and nice food in Malacca too.
More over ,I don't think you can compare both of our hometown as Malacca and Penang are listed in the WORLD HERITAGE RECORD!!! :P
Hehe.....

Had a meeting with the financial management lecturer this morning and we were asked to explain to her the reasons we wanted to invest in the selected company.
I'm the only one who never prepared at all even though I went back to Malacca earlier than the others and had to burn the midnight oil last night.
Luckily,I managed to explained to her the reasons but still owed her a reason.
I think she's more suitable to be a lawyer than a lecturer...haha...

It's February!
I have to start to plan for my 21th birthday thingy because......
I wana have another tattoo!!!!
Mum's approved the 'license' so it's definitely not a problem to get a BIG tattoo!!!

And I can't wait for a new SLR cam!!!!
It's coming to me~~

Planning for a photoshoot and currently still considering because.....
My time is packed!
And I don't have time to work out at the gym!!!!

My birthday party is a MUST but gonna waste my money on the flight ticket again..haha...hope I've got to find someone to sponsor me.....

I have to plan all these from now onwards because I don't have much time to go back for this sem and everything has to be organised properly.

The most frustrating thing for now is the design of my tattoo!!!

P/S:I'm not a bad girl to have so many tattoos ok?It's an art for me.

I realised that recently there are people around me keep asking how many tattoos do I have on my body....haha.....

The funniest thing happened on Chinese New Year Eve was my uncle wanted to find a eraser to erase on the Chinese Opera mask tattoo on my lower neck...

Till then...ciaoz~~~~~~

I MISS MY JAIIO DEARLY!

I'm proud to dedicate this post to my jaiio as he appreciates it so much!

We've been so close together and I've started to wonder how did we meet each other at first..haha....
But you made me 'salute' you so much after the chat last night..hehe

See...I still have your pic eating burger while driving..haha...and the time I had to be yr servant...

He's the one who bought BIG MAC for me after the job briefing and I was surprised that he didn't reject at all....Thanks ya..at least you didn't leave me to hunger~

I think you knew how much I had to suffer for the job right?
....cuz no drinking during working hour and partying with you!!!!
But kept watching you drank non-stop everytime you came to me..haha
How evil were you..........

His & mine~

As time passes by~~~~~~~

We've got into tequila shot partners!
And even had McD when we met.....Am I right????
haha.......

It's nice to have tequila shot with you everytime we meet in the club but make sure it's my treat the next time!!!
And I LOVE DANCING WITH MY JAIIO!!!!!!

I know it's weird that I asked you how did we start to meet each other and get so close...
it's like we've known each other for 10 years!!!!
Who cares?!?!?!?!

Thnx for the night anyway~

XOXO,
Your jaiio!

The randomness of the week~

I'm gonna update more specifically for my Chinese New Year celebration when I'm free.....

Just wana update it generally now~

DAYS BEFORE CHINESE NEW YEAR

We went for
*Baskin Robbins
*Big apple
*Jonker street
*clubbing
*Nyoya cendol
*Sun-bath @ the posh..haha
*SHOPPING!!

CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE

Fireworks of course!!!!
I know I look like a kid's playing with the firework!

1ST DAY OF CHINESE NEW YEAR

Open house @ my home sweet home and the lion dance~

2ND DAY OF CHINESE NEW YEAR

Visiting to Sepang and met up with the couziess~~~

3RD DAY OF CHINESE NEW YEAR
@Celebration of Aunt Esther's B'day

4TH DAY OF CHINESE NEW YEAR

#Shopped the whole day and headed to the club right after that#

5TH DAY OF CHINESE NEW YEAR

#spent the night at jonker street #
#Josh and I got a cowboy hat together-it's our symbol for the sibling hood#

*Lost in gamble @ Sherlynn's place after the night at Jonker*:(

THE LAST NIGHT IN MALACCA

#Had bah kut teh-it's a MUST everytime before I come back to Sabah#
#Spent time with lil' Josh with Cam-whoring#
#clubbed to the max at night#

THANK YOU GUYS FOR THE BIG HUGGIES!
But the huggies gonna expire in MAY!!!!!

AND THANKS MY DEAR SHERLYNN for the support last night when I cried once you gave me a hug~

p/s:Got drunk at the first night of drinking with my ex-colleague and my aunt.Talked crap to my mum once I reached home...haha..it's not funny but it's the feelings of how I felt.The first time I crappin' to my mum ..

p/p/s:This time I cried for few times before and after I'm back to Sabah...It's very obvious in the morning when I said farewell to Nicola but I think she didn't notice it.I just quickly went off after I hugged her cuz I didn't wana cry infront of anyone especially my mum.